-Exhales-
My dearest someone,
It gets hard thinking about you sometimes. Not really about you, but the way things used to be. After all, you were my world for quite sometime. We went through so much together. I loved you with every last piece of me.
I wonder sometimes, if you miss me. Miss having me in that way. Or am I the only one? Because you never give me an actual answer when I ask you.
Anyway, all I’m here to say, is thank you for giving me my heart back. I love you, I always will, but I’m not in love with you anymore. I’m not under your spell. And I’m free to give my heart to whomever I please. Which actually, there’s somebody pretty special that I’ve got in mind. I really do love her a lot. More than she knows, and more than I think I actually know.
It’s weird for me, loving anybody else but you. I guess that’s because you were the only person I’d ever been in love with. I don’t know how it feels to love anyone else. But I’m finding that out on my own.
Thank you for the time you spent putting up with me, mending my heart, laughing at my bad jokes, and listening to me sleep on the phone. They were some of the best months of my life, and I still treasure them as much as I ever did. Thank you, for showing me how it feels to be truly happy. And most of all, thank you for making me capable of knowing how to be happy without you; even with somebody else.
I will always love you.
Sincerely, me.
